after a sleepless night
spent with a thousand thoughts
about the futility
of dwelling on your failings
the seven a.m. sky sings of
deep-blue potential,
partially hidden by hot breath
exhaled into cold air
the world feels inviting,
soft and forgivable
despite what the papers tell you,
the uneven hop-scotch court,
scrawled in some child’s earnest hand,
and covered in cigarette butts
seems beautiful . . .
or at least poetic
if your mind is adept,
you can find the proper frame
any moment can be magic
each moment is equally
ephemeral, transitory,
priceless and then gone
i saw what could have been the love of my life,
a beautiful face staring out through glass in a passing car,
framed by the reflected convergence
of telephone-wires and tennis-shoes,
bound in some by-gone moment
that may have been magic,
a statement of release into flight
i’d swear there was something wistful in her eyes
but she was gone so quickly;
the force of her passing drew wrinkled refuse
into a brief ungainly dance
but in this poem there’s been a thread left missing . . .
i opened the door this morning with a mission,
my eyes on a prize that’s been
frightening me for no good reason
it’s just that when your fondest dreams
would overthrow most of the established order
by erasing its need . . .
they look so fragile,
lying on the ground in chalk,
and it’s terrifying
to leave them
where they might be found
August 14th, 2006 at 4:38 pm
Beautiful, inspiring