i’ll be leaving soon
i’ll have gone to find myself
at least this time i know what i am looking for
before it was only knowing that i needed…
…something
it is only after we have lost everything
that we are free to do anything
so i am going to go into the woods with one intention
i am going to kill myself
I am going to die.
i’ve know this for a while
and i am terrified of the thought
but aren’t we all? (i think that most of our problems and accomplishments come from this fact)
there is no birth without death
they are intrinsically linked
so i go to death with the hopes of finding myself
and becoming the phoenix
to rise up as my new self
i am going to the woods
i hope to find me there
wish me luck
goodbye
March 31st, 2008 at 9:31 pm
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